There is a real girl behind this computer screen. Sometimes she's easy to forget about or hide, but she's there. She has real problems and bad days. She loves for everything to be perfect, and has been known to shove a mess under pillows just so it doesn't show. Still, sometimes the mess needs to be seen. Behind your computer screen is a very real, insecure and messy girl. And it's me.

I leisurely sipped my Starbucks latte while walking through the magazine isles at Barnes & Noble. My pace became even slower as I walked past the bridal magazines. Their allure was just to much to resist. The elegant dresses, superlative florals and dazzling celebrations of love were so enthralling. I didn't really think much about the minutia of my own day. I just loved to dream about "one day"...After my prince suddenly (and unexpectedly) swept me off my feet and gave me a sparkling diamond ring, I couldn't wait to go purchase my first wedding publications. It's just one of those things that says "I'm really a bride now!"

I'm not even sure where to start right now. I wouldn't even be writing if I didn't feel like I'm supposed to. For those of you who don't know, I'm at Passion 2013. I'm here worshiping with 60,000 other 18-25 year olds. It's absolutely phenominal. If you haven't heard about it, check it all out here.